So here I am soaking in the tub after giving myself my last (hopefully) FSH shot. I had a strong urge to read my scriptures, I have been questioning a lot the last few weeks on if I am truely ready to go through the temple this week and if everything I am doing to by body is really worth it. So I opened my scriptures on my phone with my pandora radio on, I decide to look up scriptures on faith and prayer. As I'm reading about faith what comes on the radio? Josh Groban and Celine Dion the Prayer... I started balling! now here I am writing this and what is playing now? You Raise Me Up... still balling... wow I have never had such an overwhelming feeling like this. The feeling that the sprit is turely with me right now letting me know that it will all be ok, that I'm ready and I can handle everything right now. The scripture I read was 2 Nephi 26:13, Christ works mircales among the children of men according to their faith. This part of the scripture has really changed my whole thinking of how I have faith. If I want to have any mircales happen I have to not question my faith and truley believe that everyone has their own plan and it will happen when it happens. I love my family and friends that are there to remind me to hold on! relax and if its time its time. I'm feeling better about going to the temple with brett.Something I never even thought would ever happen to me. I'm happy to know that brett feels the same way as I do. I can't wait! I love you baby forever and ever....
PS... sorry its so scattered I'm doing this by phone so its a little harder to edit.
We May not have it all together, but together we have it all.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Having Faith
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Going to the Temple! that is so awesome!!! I was at bountiful with my Grandparents on saturday and there was a couple going through for the first time! It makes me so happy to see and gives me goosebumps to know you are going! Just remember we are not meant to remember and understand everything the first time, no one is going to kick you out or scold you if you forget (that was my fear) and there are so many people there to help! The temple is the house of the Lord and its just such an amazing spirit there! I'm so excited for you!
ReplyDeleteHey, i just saw you had a blog!! I am so excited for you and Bret to go to the temple. Good Luck!! I hope you guys can have a baby soon!! I know it will happen!!
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